pergi..

kekecewaan diri bila melihat kegagalan diri sendiri untuk membantu sahabat-sahabat belum pun lagi surut; 

Allah uji lagi dengan pemergian murabbi lewat petang semalam.

Ustaz Mat Sham bin Abu Bakar12 Jun 1973- 20 Jun 2011

Rasulullah bsabda dlm firman Allah dlm sebuah hadis Qudsi: 

" Tidak ada balasan bagi hamba-Ku y mukmin, jk Aku ambil kekasihnya dr ahli dunia kemudian ia sabar, melainkan syurga baginya."

asma, sabar!

3rd Sunday of June

[soundtrack: Sentuhanmu by inteam]


mak: achik ni ada 'nyakit' ayah sikit ni.
saya: :p
mak cakap camni bila saya malas nak jawab soalan angah. 
coz ayah saya (n me), xkan jawab soalan y memang si penyoal tu memang dah tau jawapannya or jawapannya memang dah terang-terang depan mata. heh.
*nyakit=perangai


lepas tu bila saya, kakak2 n adik dok selongkar beg y ada dokumen2 ayah,
kami jumpa catatan ini-y buat saya sedar persamaan seterusnya saya dan ayah,
catatan ni ayah tulis semasa menghadiri 'tamkat' polis. ~~

AKU DAN PERUBAHAN

TANGGAL 25/8/2000

AKU SAMPAI DI MPRD PDRM KK

HADIRI KURSUS ETIKA DAN PENGURUSAN INTEGRITY

BIL 44 SIRI 19/2000

DARI DALAM KEGELAPAN DAN DEBARAN

DETIK 1630 HRS HARI YANG SAMA

TAKLIMAT KURSUS DIBERI

OLIH PARA (JURULATIH) FASILITATOR

TAKLIMAT DITERIMA

SEMUA PERINGKAT AKAN HADIR

DARI PEGAWAI HINGGA ANGGOTA BAWAH

DEBARAN HILANG

DETIK 2030 HRS

KURSUS BERMULA

SESSI PENGENALAN DIRI

PEMBUKA TIRAI

MENIMBUL YAKIN DIRI

TANGGAL 26 OGOS

DAN SETERUSNYA

SESSI TOPENG, BELON DAN MUMIA DILAKSANAKAN

MELAMBANGKAN GAYA HIDUP BERPURA-PURA

SOKONGAN KAWAN PENTING

PENDAPAT RAMAI

LEBIH BAIK

DARI PENDAPAT SEORANG

TIDAK RUGI UCAPAN

TERIMA KASIH

KEPADA ORANG LAIN

SESSI TUTUP MATA

AMALAN KERJA BERPASUKAN

SESSI AKU

KEPERCAYAAN KEPADA KAWAN

SORE 30 OGOS

DARI MRPD KE FORMASI

DENGAN CAHAYA TERANG

JUTAAN TERIMA KASIH KEPADA FASILITATOR

KURSUS ETIKA & PENGURUSAN INTEGRITI PDRM

SIRI 19/2000

OLIH:

YDH SUPT. AZMAN MAT YUSOF

KETUA POLIS DAERAH HULU SELANGOR

bersama so called sajak ni, ada lampiran 'CIA' yang buat kami adik-beradik terharu...

LATAR BELAKANG KELUARGA

>DARI KELUARGA MISKIN

>ANAK KEDUA

PELAJARAN

>........(xfaham tulisan)

>SRP

PENGALAMAN

>PGA

>TUGAS AM

MINAT

>MENONTON TV

>MEMANCING

HARAPAN & EKSPEKTASI

>SEMUA ANAK-ANAK BERJAYA

AKU...KEKUATAN & KELEMAHAN

>TIDAK MUDAH MENGALAH

SEMOGA CITA-CITA MURNI AYAH TERMAKBUL!

TOLONGLAH BERUSAHA JADI ORANG BERJAYA WAHAI ASMA!!!

AND MOGA-MOGA AKU MEWARISI KEKUATAN DIRI AYAH...

p/s: moga hujung minggu ni best walaupun tanpa ayah di sisi...
nak borong coklat banyak2!

kapal...

salam. secara jujurnya, saya sedang keberatan tangan untuk menaip. tapi disebabkan dah lama x bercakap sendiri kat sini, i juz wanna share dis ayaat;

‎"And among His signs r d ships in d sea like mountains. If He wills, He causes d wind to cease, then they would become motionless on d surface (of d sea). Verily, in this are signs for everyone patient n grateful. Or He may destroy them because of that which their (people) have earned. And He pardons much.And those who dispute as regards Our Ayat may know that there is no place of refuge for them."(42:32-35)

beauty...


ayat y sangat cantik kan?


jom tengok tafsir ibn kathir sikit;



The Cause of Misfortune is Sin

[وَمَآ أَصَـبَكُمْ مِّن مُّصِيبَةٍ فَبِمَا كَسَبَتْ أَيْدِيكُمْ]

(And whatever of misfortune befalls you, it is because of what your hands have earned.) means, `whatever disasters happen to you, O mankind, are because of sins that you have committed in the past.'

[وَيَعْفُواْ عَن كَثِيرٍ]

(And He pardons much.) means, of sins; `He does not punish you for them, rather He forgives you.'

[وَلَوْ يُؤَاخِذُ اللَّهُ النَّاسَ بِمَا كَسَبُواْ مَا تَرَكَ عَلَى ظَهْرِهَا مِن دَآبَّةٍ]

(And if Allah were to punish men for that which they earned, He would not leave a moving creature on the surface of the earth) (35:45). According to a Sahih Hadith:

«وَالَّذِي نَفْسِي بِيَدِهِ مَا يُصِيبُ الْمُؤْمِنَ مِنْ نَصَبٍ وَلَا وَصَبٍ وَلَا هَمَ وَلَا حَزَنٍ إِلَّا كَفَّرَ اللهُ عَنْهُ بِهَا مِنْ خَطَايَاهُ، حَتْى الشَّوْكَةِ يُشَاكُهَا»

(By the One in Whose Hand is my soul, no believer is stricken with fatigue, exhaustion, worry or grief, but Allah will forgive him for some of his sins thereby -- even a thorn which pricks him.) Imam Ahmad recorded that Mu`awiyah bin Abi Sufyan, may Allah be pleased with him, said, "I heard the Messenger of Allah say:

«مَا مِنْ شَيْءٍ يُصِيبُ الْمُؤْمِنَ فِي جَسَدِهِ يُؤْذِيهِ إِلَّا كَفَّرَ اللهُ تَعَالَى عَنْهُ بِهِ مِنْ سَيِّئَاتِه»

(No physical harm befalls a believer, but Allah will expiate for some of his sins because of it.)'' Imam Ahmad also recorded that `A'ishah, may Allah be pleased with her, said, "The Messenger of Allah said:

«إِذَا كَثُرَتْ ذُنُوبُ الْعَبْدِ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ لَهُ مَا يُكَفِّرُهَا، ابْتَلَاهُ اللهُ تَعَالَى بِالْحَزَنِ لِيُكَفِّرَهَا»

(If a person commits many sins and has nothing that will expiate for them, Allah will test him with some grief that will expiate for them.)''

[وَمِنْ ءَايَـتِهِ الْجَوَارِ فِى الْبَحْرِ كَالاٌّعْلَـمِ - إِن يَشَأْ يُسْكِنِ الرِّيحَ فَيَظْلَلْنَ رَوَاكِدَ عَلَى ظَهْرِهِ إِنَّ فِى ذَلِكَ لاّيَـتٍ لِّكُلِّ صَبَّارٍ شَكُورٍ - أَوْ يُوبِقْهُنَّ بِمَا كَسَبُوا وَيَعْفُ عَن كَثِيرٍ - وَيَعْلَمَ الَّذِينَ يُجَـدِلُونَ فِى ءَايَـتِنَا مَا لَهُمْ مِّن مَّحِيصٍ ]

(32. And among His signs are the ships in the sea like mountains.) (33. If He wills, He causes the wind to cease, then they would become motionless on the surface (of the sea). Verily, in this are signs for everyone patient and grateful.) (34. Or He may destroy them because of that which their (people) have earned. And He pardons much.) (35. And those who dispute as regards Our Ayat may know that there is no place of refuge for them.)

Ships are also among the Signs of Allah

Allah tells us that another sign of His great power and dominion is the fact that He has subjugated the sea so that ships may sail in it by His command, so they sail in the sea like mountains. This was the view of Mujahid, Al-Hasan, As-Suddi and Ad-Dahhak. In other words, these ships on the sea are like mountains on land.

[إِن يَشَأْ يُسْكِنِ الرِّيحَ]

(If He wills, He causes the wind to cease,) means, the winds that cause the ships to travel on the sea. If He willed, He could cause the winds to cease, then the ships would not move and would remain still, neither coming nor going, staying where they are on the surface of the water.

[إِنَّ فِى ذلِكَ لآيَـتٍ لِّكُلِّ صَبَّارٍ]

(Verily, in this are signs for everyone patient) means, who is patient in the face of adversity

[شَكُورٍ]

(and grateful.) means, in the fact that Allah has subjugated the sea and He sends as much wind as they need in order to travel, there are signs of His blessings to His creation for everyone who is patient, i.e., at times of difficulty, and grateful, i.e., at times of ease.

[أَوْ يُوبِقْهُنَّ بِمَا كَسَبُوا]

(Or He may destroy them because of that which their (people) have earned. ) means, if He wills, He may destroy the ships and drown them, because of the sins of the people on board.

[وَيَعْفُ عَن كَثِيرٍ]

(And He pardons much.) means, of their sins; if He were to punish them for all of their sins, He would destroy everyone who sails on the sea. Some of the scholars interpreted the Ayah

[أَوْ يُوبِقْهُنَّ بِمَا كَسَبُوا]

(Or He may destroy them because of that which their (people) have earned.) as meaning, if He willed, He could send the wind to blow fiercely so that it would take the ships and divert them from their courses, driving them to the right or the left, so that they would be lost and would not be able to follow their intended path. This interpretation also includes the idea of their being destroyed. This also fits the first meaning, which is that if Allah willed, He could cause the wind to cease, in which case the ships would stop moving, or He could make the wind fierce, in which case the ships would be lost and destroyed. But by His grace and mercy, He sends the wind according to their needs, just as He sends rain that is sufficient. If He sent too much rain, it would destroy their houses, and if He sent too little, their crops and fruits would not grow. In the case of lands such as Egypt, He sends water from another land, because they do not need rain; if rain were to fall upon them, it would destroy their houses and cause walls to collapse.

[وَيَعْلَمَ الَّذِينَ يُجَـدِلُونَ فِى ءَايَـتِنَا مَا لَهُمْ مِّن مَّحِيصٍ ]

(And those who dispute as regards Our Ayat may know that there is no place of refuge for them. ) means, they have no means of escape from Our torment and vengeance, for they are subdued by Our power.


~HAYATI dan AMBIL PENGAJARAN~


p/s: esok abang kapal sy balik! yeay! ~~